Tuesday, September 24, 2013
I've been dreading this day. Not only because of all of that, but also because it is the same day we drive to Kansas City to take that same sweet baby boy, the boy who lived, to the pulomonogist. We still know little about the chyle leak that caused his hydrops, or the lymphatic malformation that causes his residual lymphedema. We know he is healthy and meeting all of his milestones. His arm does not seem to hold him back or cause him discomfort. But he does has a very odd cough that occurs frequently and does not seem to be related to any illness. He coughs when he laughs. He coughs when he cries. He coughs when he gets frustrated. Sometimes I think he is fine and this is just the result of having sick lungs in utero. Other time I feel my chest tighten and wonder if I am being naive and that we have many more mountains ahead of us. So...its time to get checked out and find out.
On one hand, maybe this office visit being on this anniversary is a good thing. Certainly we have been blessed with this little man who is affectionately called a "Little Wave" in my support group, due to overcoming an ocean of odds to be with us. This visit does remind us of how far we have come this year. On the other hand, I am scared, nervous and anxious. If you can say a prayer for us, it would be appreciated.
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I love you Lisa and you hang in there. God put Auggie on this earth for a reason. He has a purpose here and will remain here and will thrive in life. God gave him to you because you are strong and you will fight for your family. All of you remain in my prayers always and I throw in an extra special one for Auggie.ReplyDelete